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Posted on Sunday 22 January 2012

It is difficult to pass the Chinese New Year without celebrating it in Seoul --- or in Taiwan or China, I presume, which makes me realize that Japan had gone a little too far to abandon this custom in the Meiji era. Thinking about what I have gone through over the past year, I am very happy. Twelve months ago, I was still in Tokyo, being unsure of whether I would be able to find anything in each place. I moved to Okinawa in February, which was lucky for me in retrospect in that I avoided a series of decisions I would have had to make if I had stayed in Tokyo when the earthquake hit Tohoku. In terms of my research, Okinawa from Meiji to WWII keeps blowing my mind, and even though the information I collected is scattered, I got enough to write a chapter during my short stay. Once I moved to Taiwan, I had a panicky moment because I could not find local material in any archive. I panicked for one week, but the destitute pushed me to call people, which quickly gave me a breakthrough. I would never do that if I did not have to, but the reward was so big that I became immune to the awkward phone conversations in Chinese or Korean afterwards. My affiliation with the Center for Chinese Studies forced me to sit down and write up a chapter on Taiwan before I left. That was the best thing I did during my research. Thanks to my experience in Taiwan, I did not panic in Korea. Surely I got frustrated when my first attempt to find interviewees who fit my case studies in Cholla Namdo did not go well, but I knew it would not be that easy in Korea. I eventually found an interesting and perfect figure in Ch'ungch'ong Namdo. It is still not like the amazing luck I had in Taiwan, but I really appreciate my encounter with the informants here. Now because I met the protagonists of my dissertation in Taiwan and Korea, I need to go back to Okinawa and Miyagi to find the Japanese counterparts. I am visiting Okinawa briefly to meet elderly villagers in Kijoka, Okinawa in two days -- keep the fingers crossed. The challenge of the coming year is that I will be writing while doing something else the first half of the year. I have a couple of deadlines (which I love to have), for which I will be writing about Miyagi and Taiwan while I am still in Korea, and I will be writing about Japan and Korea while re-collecting sources in Tokyo. I am also finally, finally, finally wrapping up my field research, which involves many short stays in many places. My goal is to review my sources on Taiwan and Okinawa and draft up chapters on them BEFORE going back to campus in the fall. (I said it! I said it!)
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It does excite me as this is a real marker of a new phase of Korean history. But what also fascinates me is the the backside of it:

His younger brother used this leaflet to take notes in his biology class. It shows how plenty of them they got at the time (Mr. Kim could spare me one because he had multiple copies), and how scarce paper for notebooks was, Buy Lorazepam Without Prescription. More symbolic for social historians like me is that their personal needs always override whatever 'historic' significance they knew these things could have. Politics is always digested within their personal context. This is totally the opposite direction from "how politics affected people's everyday life." This little leaflet reminded me of why I liked social history.

I am an avid user of digitized sources and I truly appreciate online access to historical material. But the trade-off is that our sources are detached from the context of preservation. I am a little sad that, in many cases, we can get the content more easily but have no idea about the form. For me, it is still worth spending time walking around, and seeing the personalized sources even just for an experience as a student of history.

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Disclaimer: [This is my quick observation so far. I might be totally off, and it is NOT my intention to offend anyone or defend the Japanese rule at all.].

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たとえば、少し古いが加藤邦彦氏の『一視同仁の果て』や林えいだい氏の『証言台湾高砂族義勇隊』を読むとする。加藤氏は1935年に高雄で生まれており、林氏は在日韓国人という個人的なバックグラウンドもあってか、著者の際立った情熱を感じるし、生き証人との対話の中で、私と同じように「これは書かなくてはならない」という衝動があったことが見て取れる。ジャーナリストとしては一流の仕事だとは思う。でも、ナレイティブが終始一貫しすぎて、それ自体がなんだか現実的じゃないような気がするのだ。

「ナレイティブ」と簡単に言ってしまったが、これこそ歴史家のbuzz word。政治学から転向した時に「歴史学部の学生ってやったらnarrativeって言うよな〜」と思った。中々うまく定義できないけれども試してみよう。歴史とは、過去に起こったことの物語、と平たく言うとして、やたらめったら史実を書いて物語になるわけでなし、話の筋というか、なぜこの部分の史実とあの部分の史実をつなげる必要があるのか、自分で決めなくてはならない。大抵は自分が証明したいことのために因果関係を追って物語を書く。その話の筋が「ナレイティブ」。植民地史ともなればそりゃもう色々なナレイティブが交錯するーーひたすら搾取の50年だった、というナレイティブ。帝国主義が近代インフラをもたらした、というナレイティブ。帝国主義の名を借りて資本家が一般人を搾取したんだ、というナレイティブ。台湾人はそれでもしたたかに生きた、というナレイティブ。女性は男性よりも虐げられた、いや、逆に解放された、というナレイティブ。日本時代は台湾社会を根本的に変容させた、というナレイティブ。いや、日本統治は結局台湾社会をちっとも変えなかった、というナレイティブ…。切りがないのでこの辺でやめよう。とにかく、ナレイティブなしには歴史は語れないし、自分の独自性や信念をさらけ出すことになるので、歴史学者はこれに非常に敏感なのだ。

上記の作品を含めて多くのジャーナリズムは、ナレイティブをシンプルにしなければ読者が混乱するし、メッセージが伝わらない、という制限を(本人たちは知ってか知らずか)抱えていると思う。例えば、『一視同仁の果て』は日本帝国政府が加害者で、軍夫として徴用され片腕と片目を失った台湾男性を被害者とする。どこからどう見ても、この加害被害関係は明らかだし、「戦争と帝国動員のせいで悲劇を被った可哀想な植民地青年」というナレイティブは説得力がある。ただ、おや?と思う点を、この大きなナレイティブのせいで無視することになる。当時、恋愛結婚は社会規範に反していたけれども、それを無視して好きな人と結婚した、と語る男性。まるでこの「社会規範」は帝国主義の一部のように語っているが、当時日本統治者が散々「聘金制度撲滅!」「自由結婚推進!」と叫んだことを利用したのではなかっただろうか。また、このナレイティブ内では搾取されていると感じ続けた彼が、なぜ日本の敗戦に涙を流して悲しんだのか。というように、疑う余地のない大筋のナレイティブの中でも複雑極まりない要素が色々とあるのだ。歴史家としては、というか私個人的に、こういう簡単には説明できない心理や現象に心惹かれるので、シンプル且つパワフルなナレイティブに必ず疑問を挟んでしまう。一筋縄で説明できないのが人生だと思うから。

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それから更に、3人の老人に繰り返し会いに行くようになった。初めて会うとき必ず聞く「私は大正生まれです。」という気高い一言。自分が祖父母と育たなかったせいか、「現在85才以上」の他にどういう意味があるのか分からず「はあ、そうですか」と間の抜けた返事をするばかりだった。「大正生まれのどこがえらいの、ただ早く死ぬだけじゃないの、という冗談があったんですよ、日本時代が終わってずっと後のことだけれど。」とそのうちの一人の老女に言われて、ハッと気がついた。日本語が禁止されてからも言われ続けるほど、「大正生まれ」は台湾にとってある深い意味をもつということに。

多分それは、台湾人が日本の兵隊となった数年の枠のせいだと思う。昭和生まれは終戦時19才以下だから、昭和16(1941)年に始まった志願兵にも、終戦直前の昭和20(1945)年に始まった徴兵制にもひっかからず、主に少年工として台湾や日本各地に飛ばされた。この1941年から1945年までに兵隊に行ったのは当時20才から25才程度の若者、今100才から86才の老人ということになる。ちょうど大正15年・昭和1年生まれが分かれ目だ。

戦争へ行くことが彼らの人生を変えたことは、言うまでもない。そして実際に兵士や軍夫となった人々と共に、「兵士となるべく」教育されたこのジェネレーション全体が特殊な経験をしたと言っていい。歴史学者はこの日中戦争が始まる昭和12年(1937年)以降を「皇民化運動」時代と呼び、台湾、朝鮮総督府が日本人としての国民意識を植民地に本格的に植え付けた、アイデンティティー上の「民族抹殺」の時期だと説明する。正直、私は民族の問題よりも、当時の青年層を形成した世代がこの時代をどういう思いで生きてきたか、に興味がある。皇民化運動時代、男女ともに「青年」というだけで重大任務を負う存在とされた。日本語を流暢に話すこと、親に日本語会話を強要すること、強靭な肉体を作ること、爆薬を使う危ない勤労奉仕をすること、米を増産すること、「死ぬまで鍛煉」と念じてあらゆる私欲を絶つこと。そうやって今まで期待されたことのない責任を果たしながら、台湾の未来を引っ張っているという希望。それと同時に感じる就職先のない不安感。金持ちや日本人ゆえに上級学校に進む人たちへの卑下。私が見る資料は、こうした青年の日常生活を目の前に描き出す。

終戦の日が来て、時も政治も容赦なく移り変わる。青年たちが受けた動揺は他の世代の比ではない。彼らは激動の台湾社会を、引き続き踏ん張り支え続けることになる。多分「死ぬまで鍛煉」と思いながら。日本人への様々な感情は別にして、「私は大正生まれですよ。」の一言には、その矜持が込められている。. Purchase Ambien online. Order Ambien online overnight delivery no prescription. Ambien online cod. Purchase Ambien online no prescription. Where can i find Ambien online. Ambien alternatives. Ambien dosage. Ambien description. Ambien australia, uk, us, usa. Ambien use. Purchase Ambien. Ambien steet value. Ambien reviews. Order Ambien online c.o.d. Ambien dangers. Ambien maximum dosage. Get Ambien. Ambien price, coupon. Where can i buy Ambien online. Ambien interactions. Ambien for sale. Ambien without a prescription. Buy Ambien without a prescription. Ambien pharmacy. About Ambien. Australia, uk, us, usa. Ambien from mexico. Rx free Ambien. Purchase Ambien for sale. Buy no prescription Ambien online. Is Ambien safe. Ambien mg. Ambien cost. Ambien over the counter. Ambien canada, mexico, india.

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なぜこの一言を特に覚えているのかは謎だが、ふいに思い出すことがある。思い出しては、喧嘩に負けた後のように、あらゆる反論を考える。当時「そうかもしれない」と納得してしまったのが多分今になってくやしいんだと思う。

歴史学生としては、一歩離れたところから、『国際人』という単語のおこりとか『国際』性とナショナリズムが交錯するのが日本の戦後社会を反映していて興味深いとか、ナショナル・ディスコースの拡散における教師の存在など議論するところなんだが、ひとまずそれは置いておく。学者の前に教育者として、私だったら高校生に逆になんと言うだろうか。

結論から言えば、「日本の外でも通用する人に成りたければ、自分が『これ』と思うことに打ち込みなさい。」

私にガツンと影響を与えた最初の世界人はミチだと思う。ノルウェー、スコットランド、アメリカで生まれ育ち、日本語、中国語、韓国語を操り、ヨーロッパと東アジアの歴史、哲学、プログラミングを語る彼の存在は、衝撃の一言だった。その後も複雑な背景を持つ色々な人物と知り合ったが、共通して言えるのは「母国文化を知る」ことなんて誰も求めてないし、そんなことで「国際人として合格か」なんて判断するなんて有り得ないということ。ミチはノルウェー人を時々自称し、しかも歴史学者でもあるけれど、だからって「バイキングの歴史はね」なんて語っているの聞いたことなければ、本人も全く興味なさげだ。

外国へ行って日本のことを聞かれるのは、それが無難な話題だからだ。でもそんな外交的表面的な関係ができてもーー例えば、寿司の話で盛り上がったとしてもーー正直役に立たない。友人とも言えない。人間関係では、もっとお互いの根本的な価値観を衝突させたり、共有したりすることで、信頼が産まれる。こんな簡単なメカニズム、こんなに抽象的に書かなくても直感でわかるものだ。京都生まれだからって「京都とは云々」しか語れない人、つまらない以外の何者でもない。

ついでに学問する身の視点に戻って言わせてもらえば、自国のことだからよく分かる、と思い込むことこそ恥ずかしい。大学院のセミナーでたまに「アメリカ人が私たちの歴史をどのように語るのか興味があってこの授業を取りました」という日本人や韓国人学生がいるが、大体3週間くらいで、その宣言がいかに虚しいか分かって前言撤回となる。歴史の授業で問われるのはいかに年代や人物を知っているかじゃなくて、いかに批判的にロジックを考えるかだから、今まで教科書を鵜呑みにしてきた学生は「自国」の前に「歴史」とは、という点からしてつまづく。

では、何が求められているのか。これも実は「日本の外だから」違うのではなくて、要するに人間として面白い人物になること。経験を積んで、自分の意見を構築すること。何かに打ち込んで、試行錯誤して、これだったら情熱と自信を持って話ができるという「何か」を身につけること。それがたまたま寿司だったらそれでもいいし、唐詩だろうが、車だろうが、スポーツだろうが、何でもいい。とにかく漠然と「日本のこと」を語るステージを超えて、勝負できる何かを見つけること。

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どんよりとした天気の午後、ふいに相方の同意が欲しくなって、「わざわざ可能性を狭めなくてもいいよね。」と切り出す。いつものように "What do you mean"って言われるのを待って、学位を取ったからって自分の将来をアカデミアの範疇だけに狭めるのは、本末転倒だと思う、もっと多くの人に発信して行きたいと、宣言なのか反省なのか、希望なのか不安感なのか、自分でも分からないまま話す。今日やっと手に入れたGPS dataloggerであれこれ試しながら、"Of course you should do what you want to do. You can still write for general audience as a university professor as well, Modafinil overnight, Ordering Modafinil online, "と相方。 明後日からまたタイ・インドネシア・オーストラリアの各地でリサーチで、その準備もその前に終わらせることも山のようにある彼に、わざわざこのタイミングでこんなすね方をするのもどんなものか。それでも色んな可能性をあれこれと具体的に話して一安心した後一言、"But it's ironic if I end up getting an academic job and you don't." これまでの傾向を見れば、確かに、と思う。

博士論文を卒なく書き終えたとして、その後どうしたいのかを考えるようになったきっかけは、台湾調査中の幾つかの出会い。「3日前に自殺を試みたんですよ、あなたのような人に会えるなんて、こんな嬉しいことがあるとは思わなかったから。」と私を見つめて言う車椅子の老女。「あなたのような研究者が来てくれることをずっと待っていた。日本人の先生が正直に生きろと教えてくれた。」と語る元青年修練場教官。原住民総頭目の息子が日本語で書いた遺稿の原本。こうもディープに他人の人生に触れてしまった以上、ひっそりと過ごしていられない。

論文や学術書出版以外の情報発信を考えたときに、辿りついた先は「日本語で書いてみてはどうか」ということだ。20年以上この言語を元に思考力が成長してきたことを考えれば、家族友人以外の読者に日本語で書くのをなぜ怖がってきたのか、自分でも心理学的に興味深い。

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